the sun went down. the hormones came up. and we all had lots of sex!

gah. i'm all upset. I really need to make new friends. ones who will call me and invite me places. I'm the one who always calls and I hate it. I want friends who actually want to be with me. maybe my low selfconfidence is kicking in. But I really feel like i'm not excepted into my friends group (hanna, Geneva, and sofi) it's like....they've ll been friends for a long time and I don't get all the inside jokes...and it just makes me feel lame. I love you guys to death. but I'm just wondering if you feel the same /: I don't want to hurt peoples lives with my needy additude. I just want to know when people apritiate when i'm there friend. It's somthing i've struggled with since emma. I'm working on it. sorry. I shouldn't be over riacting. I want to go to rhps tonight. super bad.