the sun went down. the hormones came up. and we all had lots of sex!

its been a veryyy long time.
so much has happened.
Sofi and I are officially not friends and Hannah and geneva are still here but not as close as they once were.
My best friend is Tame.
I have a crush on this guy cosmo and he had a crush on me but today he was acting weird so i feel like he dosn't like me anymore so what ever.
I cannot wait to get the fuck out of King.
i'm singing at graduation.
woohoo.
sucky time.
i dont feel like taking up so much time to talk about things no one will read.

I've decided to stop talking about my stupid problems. I guess thats what everyone wants me to do because it annoys them that I might want to talk or somthing? well I decided to stop being friends with people tat make me feel bad. and try to make new friends. no more SHAG. i'm sick of you guys. you make me feel like big pile of cow shit mixed with vomit and tomatoes. I just got of the phone after crying and getting into a...fight type thing with sofi. sooo lets talk about happy things shall we?

 

I'm really into soccer right now. I really fucking love it. I like getting hurt in soccer I dunno why. xD

When I have cut up and bruised knees I feel accomplished. (i'm the goalie)

ummm

i'm dying my hair brown after my hair fades and I get more rooots.

I'm going to put random blonde streaks in it.

Sofi and Caleb are going out. i'm happpy for them. i'm not gonna lie.

I'm losing weight wich is always a plus.

I'me keeping up with school work wich is gooood.

I think thats about it. hah.

 

sooooo. I'm going to bed. I just got off the phone with dan. I asked him to call my cell phone so I could find it and we just ended up talking for 3 hours.my face got burnt from the phone.yeah now i'm really tired. nothing has really happened today. goodnight.

TODAY:
woke up.
jaime yelled at me for eating her chopsuey.
did some homework.
talked to jaime.
took a shower.
went to staples and got binders, locker shelf, note book, pencils, magnets, paper, 2 chairs, printer, new home phone, and 2 ear phones. 500$ BITCHES.
came home and put everything inside.
went to Mesa Verde and our waiter was like.....really really hot.
went to umuh or somthing like that...where mom tought jaime how to drive a stick shift...ot somthing.
came home. made videos with jaime.
cleaned my room alittle.
TV
Cleaned more.
computer.
talked to dan and some girl named chelsea from south portland.
cleaned alittle.
googled "supremerulerdan" to see iif the rumers were true.
there were 2 whole pages of Dan Lips.
here I am.

I really need someone to talk to. i'm such a anger disaster.

What a wonderful pea!